UPDATE! First i have to find out why it won't let me look at my page ?.?
Next update will actually hold info.
Note: I did get hired to this drycleaning place that is great! The girls there that I work with are soo much fun. Even though I work like a slave at times it's all worth it in the end.
0o0okay well since I finished those cursed midterms everything has gone downhill.. random depressions, DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA everywhere I go (but not as bad as it was at my last school at least), Doing poorly in classes and such. Just the basic pains in my ass cheeks. But they seem to multiply themselves whenever I get over one another small issues rears it's hideous head and ends up being incredably worse then the situation before it. I don't know if it's all in my head or if my life is seriously spinning out of control. And i'm quite perverse when it comes to control so it's amazingly hard to deal with. BUUUT i'm dealing (even if barly) and i Know it's been forever and a half since i last updated but that can't be helped. I'm actually not even supposed to be updating now. And on that note i beg you adeu (sp?)
Signed
~ me~ ^-^
Today is a world of joys!
First I finished my midterms today! SWEETNESS!
Also someone called back to where I applied to!! I have to get up at 9 tomorrow but who cares?! I just might get hired. ^-^
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<.<;; that didn't turn out as well as i'd hoped it would.. just click the second link and your media player will pop-up with the music video >.<
Well i've discovered that it is still true that when i think i... mentally wander. Which in the end leads me to become depressed for at least a few hours. But i'm strong and tend to pull through.
It's just, today's seems so stubborn.. it's won't leave me alone.
I began to think.. of life.. of love..of war..of losing it all.. and of gaining it all.
Heh all of this while soaking in a bath..
Gah i'm too disturbed right now to type.. my hands are just a bit shaky.. i might update either later or tomorrow.. but now i'm off to update hopefully
Thanks for even considering to waste your life on my pathetic and pointless re-entry.
Had my interview..
nervous as hell..
Way to exhausted and booked to talk..
adios
One more a Bay Trail middle school..
I'm to pissed, annoyed, and tired to say much more.
Guess what my lovlies?
yup
Another threat!!! Gahh! That's 16 bomb related incidents! uhh I hate this!
We got let out 10 minutes early and afterschool shit was cancled..i think.
And well yeah.. my grades are due in soon as well and I do NOT wanna see my mom's reaction to them.. :-/ i may be grounded for a long time. And because of these bomb threats i may not be able to update in shit during school because they are going to start being more stict and today was my last day of Careers (the time that i normally update during school). :-/ but that's it for now!
